for S.M.
i.
loose stomach
to love you with
jelly belly
full of Gin
ii.
too much to bear
too much to bare
stumble and fall into love
about time I did
upset my apple cart
all over the pavement rolling,
ripe and green apples
what would I do
with ice cream in hot weather
she and I in hot water
in a bathtub, bare
I want to be near her
bare her for me
beer enough to drunk me,
who’s not had a drink in years
what fear have I
of poet to fellow, to follow
to fowl out, to fall out with
grassy plain to play in
her goal to run into to score
pots to scour with pot scrubber,
with Ajax or Comet until clean
after we’ve scraped the pot cake out
for dog or hog or for ourselves
our appetites are for each other
another night of bliss, another kiss
I want us two to come together
to close up a gape, a gap in creation
iii.
what a feeling filling me, filling us
simultaneous
write of what I wish would happen
of what could happen
she writes of mischief done
of what she wishes to recall
I write of what I wish to come to pass
stage or page
place for her, for me
to spread wings wide
eagles or butterflies
bare, we’d need bed sheets
these to flap like sails to set us free
iv.
another bucket down the well
dark drop, big splash
rope with which to pull it up
pull her up or pull her down
tear her up or tear her down
one I want to keep around for ages
us to age together, to be young again
two pigeons
with an evening to flap through
together tear the air with swift flight
unable to wait to pull our feathers out
pluck them until we two were bare
to bed together until winter ended
until our feathers grew back
once my beard grew black,
it grows grey now
any day now all our defects
four eyes to admire
v.
whenever my name’s called
expect a stiff cock of poems
expect this when the mike’s in my fist
vi.
her honesty in my tea
and in my teeth
along with her pussy hairs
appreciate what she ate
for breakfast for a decade
as well as for Sunday dinner
her breast nipples in my teeth
like grapes
in a desert, I have her for dessert
vii.
don’t know why it is
I’m turned on as I am
by heaviness, sweetness
how pretty she is
how warm and how brave
what season to enter
what country, what continent
sapodilla, sour sop, mango, guava
groves to raid to pick ripe fruit
juices soak my shirt front, stain it
as well as my trousers front
my tennis shoes
would bathe, would be blessed
in our love juices
Tigris and Euphrates Rivers
join, flow into the Persian Gulf
viii.
able to write erotic poems
bottle with its cap off
wine bottle with its cork extracted
outpour contents into glass,
into crystal or into tin cup
one serving in bottle with cap
bottle with cork to re-cork and to reopen
ix.
wish there was a cruise
for us to go on
to carry on our friendship
to enhance it, extend it
how very extensive
how very expensive, expansive
my inspiration, my admiration
for this woman
with an eye for art
an ear for music
a taste for life
thirst for life so very equal
to my own
x.
growing old, going stale while waiting
is it time to be young again
someone to go on roller coaster rides with,
go wild with
© Obediah Michael Smith, 2007
01/feb/07