for Dana J. Ferguson
i.
Peggy
do you want to be looked at
when you make your steps
when you make your way
do you want admiring eyes, interested eyes
to follow you, to want you
or do you want to inspire disinterestedness
when you make your steps, make your moves
when your body moves
do you wish it to speak nothing
to marvel at, to listen to
ii.
Vanessa
like when she is giving off sparks
like when sparks are flying off her
when she is happy, enjoying herself
enjoying her day
like when she is enjoying life
and I can enjoy it with her
inspired with her, inspired by her
season when she is in song
when birds are singing
because of what time of year it is
that time of year can anytime dawn
when we are together in song, in joy
in love
iii.
Lisa
he is black and I am white
I am young and he is old
I want him nonetheless to hold me
he and I, I think can hold together
can cohere as what is one does
as what is one can do
he is black and I am white
he is old and I am young
I want us to be one
I want two to be one
one night of this, of bliss to start with
to see if we exist, if we could last
someplace to start our beating hearts
our hearts beating
two drums, one music
duet of him and me
soprano and tenor in song
iv.
the note, the not,
the knock, the knot
of Junkanoo
junka no
yes to junkanoo,
no to Junkanoo
yes to you, to me,
no to you, to me
to beat, to be,
to meet, to me
v.
Dana
my minute with her
in heaven while it lasted
I myself had been wondering
was she of this realm or made of air
after The Tempest, after the play
discover she is flesh and blood
and I can hardly believe it
know it
with an arm about her
lifted her off her feet
weighed her
felt her weight, the sweet of it
this will remain in memory
will sustain me, uplift me
what an apparition
come to life, made to be
come into being
I know no moment
no thing in art
more beautiful
than Ariel she played this evening
on stage at The Dundas
it will be playing, she will be playing
in me always
like my blood going round
like my beating heart
like me breathing air until I stop
until I drop
and when I do, again
she'll give me wings
she's in my veins
vi.
air and water and light to delight in
perfect mix, perfect mixture of these
measure them correctly
to make a meal, a drink
to heal us when ill
or to keep from becoming ill
keep illness away, at bay
with air, water and light
white and silver and gold
or nearly
how the weight of these vary
when weary,
a different combination
of light, water and air
to go to bed, to get to sleep
add music to light, water, air
add color
the colors of the sea added
though these are not there
color of sky, color of air
color of flowers, color of feathers
color of hair
I like the things
light enough to pass through
to pass into
a wall you or I or we
could only walk into
angry wind though able to uproot
overturn, undo
what we put up, put down
put Mozart's music upon a staff
for the staff, for the orchestra
to perform
an audience has assembled
and will be entertained
will be carried away
no apology or excuse will do
craft, art to carry us all
to kingdom come
vii.
Angela's birthday to celebrate
abroad with her boys
angels' birthday to celebrate
with song, with singing
in heaven
songs in heaven, songs on earth
mingle like grapes, make wine
© Obediah Michael Smith, 2009
written between 6:15 p.m.
Saturday October 10, 2009
and 7:39 a.m. Sunday,
October 11, 2009
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