Well of Rubies
for A.G.M.W.
let it slip in, slide,
let it slip and slide
let it slip inside
inside where it belongs
long, long way to go
to get to the end of the road
to the end of the passage inside
Passage to India
to in-deep inside her
intercourse after all
knew it would have come to this
tear a page to get inside her
for us to get besides ourselves
let dba be as annoyed as she likes
we had this date like Stella and Stanley
from the outset
drawn to her a long time
had to wait until she graduated
to insert rubies in her opening
within wet lips
knew she always wanted it-
to swallow this- to swallow dick
to have it rub against
the-man-in-the-boat
the man in her boat
her man-in-the-boat
push him aside to get inside her
squeeze my way into where
I'd fit well- into where I fit well
well to dip in- to dip up water
pussy will spill tears, will spit juices
pussy lips spitty
as my dick head
© Obediah Michael Smith, 2011
9:07 a.m. 30.07.11
Eggs I should have Boiled
for D.B.A.
all out poured upon the ground
milk enough to make so many cakes
instead of in a baking pan
so very many eggs
broken and emptied out
upon the ground as well
so very much of me, wasted
attempting to love a girl 19
she will be 20 in 14 weeks
in love with her from 17
about 3 years
of emptying out myself
upon the ground
most precious- most expensive
substance, elements of me
I thought to impart
dish with my heart,
this too dropped and broken
so much on the ground
or down the drain
affair that I sometimes thought
was like a dream
risked loving, giving, sharing
but it has thus far
added up to nothing more
than poems on paper
what will they come to be worth
when
I might die not knowing
die assuming it was all a failure
experiment of heart and soul
biggest investment I have ever made
in this life, on this earth
© Obediah Michael Smith, 2011
11:39 a.m. 27.07.11
JFK Cuba
KFC Cuba
for Castro & JFK
is Cuba really breathing in and out
or is it a place that is
in a lot of ways- as well as on
a lot of levels- holding its breath until
holding it until it can find relief
or until relieved
Cuba unprepared to say Uncle
determined not to say Uncle
even if it is turning blue
even if expiring, even if dying
determined not to cry, not to cry out
not to cry, ow! ow! ow!
hurting, however much,
Cuba is determined
to make music and dance
'59 Fords and Chevrolets,
smoking, backfiring
smoking, choking too,
Cuba lights up another cigarette
another cigar
good to go, good to go on
as long as the fight lasts
as long as they have to
this embargo,
lasting a few life times
grin and bear it
Castro does, Castro has
endure until the cows come home
is it unknown who killed
John F. Kennedy in '63
is Cuba in jail because of this
because of it
who was it who was
sentenced to death for this
for that assassination
© Obediah Michael Smith, 2011
7:58 p.m. 09.07.11
19, 38, 57
for D.B.A.
you want to smell me
feel me, taste me
you want to chafe me
relieve me/leave me
no longer chase
that is if I ever was
that is if I have been
since a long time ago
I have decided
to let you have
your heart's desire
decided to let you
overdose on me
decided to see
that you are satiated,
intoxicated
D'Anthra juices,
all you can wash your face in
all you can swill,
all you can swallow
make me as sloppy as you like
as sloppy as can be
I am going to let you see
if you like actually
what you'd fantasize about
what you have been
fantasizing about
for too long
far too long
see if you'd skin up your upper lip
because you'd have had enough
or because you want more
and more
ram goat, billy goat
come ram me as hard
as you like
for a night
© Obediah Michael Smith, 2011
2:35 p.m. 10.07.11
Ideerah
what has happened
I was wondering
to the pretty, pleasant girls
at the cash register
who know just how
to treat a customer
this one, too young
where did she come from
with manners
as rough as the grave-
as tough as nails
frightening
how aggressive
how insensitive
I thought she was
impolite and never smiling
I turned away and turned back
it was as if a season
in an instant, changed
contrast so stunning
I could hardly believe
it was the same girl
terrible look upon her face
in an instant was someone
terribly beautiful
that deserved recording
by no less a camera
no less a cinematographer
than Sven Vilhem Nykvist
in color though
rather than in black and white
the difference between
day and night
and what sparked it
I wasn't sure
I asked, she told me
it was nothing
something she
and the boy packing shared
she cashing
and bagging
what she sold as well
insisting that the tip
was hers not his
what a mask she wears
Afghan girl,
Sharbat Gula's face
not more frightening
than her face is usually
like something wild
about to spring
which just might spring
and you had better beware
that other mask
underneath it though
her laughing face
ecstatic about life
about being alive
happy and I was unaware
thought she was made of nails
throughout and all through
only to find her
full of petals also
underneath facade
as soft as could be
as pretty as could be
© Obediah Michael Smith, 2011
2:07 p.m. 22.06.11
In Raincoats
in Tortuguero
for Ileana & Rafael
her husband,
with what attentive eyes,
is able to observe
what stretches of silence
while his wife, vivacious,
talks, thoughts
flashing swiftly,
puts into words
adds to what's in this world
what I found to own
to want to make my own
shade of her skin
brown, baked in what oven
she said she swims
almost everyday
but only heaven
can explain her color
it is not just in response
to the sun in the sky
© Obediah Michael Smith, 2011
9:22 a.m. 13.05.11